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AIIIII!!! O show de Radiohead foi antes de ontem!!! Ainda é inacreditável que eu tenha ido! meu deus!!! Eu fiquei tao pertinho de Thom Yorke!!!!!!!!
Ah sim! E eu passei no teste da universidade urruuu! Agora sou "estudante universitário" também hehehe! Amanha, to indo pra Hamburgo tocar maracatu no sábado e volto no domingo... Vou tirar bastante fotos e vídeos deu tocando maracatu e de Hamburgo pra mostrar pra vocês! Ai, tô tao feliz, tao feliz, tao ansioso e tal!!!! Ah! e fim-de-semana que vem, tem BJÖRK cry/ sim!!!! Vou finalmente ver essa rapariga que foge de mim!! Ai, mal posso esperar por tudo! mas agora estou indo dormir! Quando voltar de Hamburgo conto mais novidades!

E ah, sim: aqui estao alguns vídeos que eu fiz durante o show de Radiohead: www.youtube.com/sanushito
Dá pra ouvir minha voz, e num deles dá pra ver meu rosto, mas eu acho que esse eu ainda nao pus no youtube nao...
Beeeijao!!!

TÉLMA...ISSANMI... SHIGUEMATSU!

viiish!
sim... a gente tem SEIS amarelos diferentes na loja... e os clientes realmente fazem questao de ter o amarelo QUE ELES QUEREM =P
gente! é tanta coisa legal pra contar! o trabalho lá tá maravilhoso, óalha. eu nao poderia ter companheiras e chefe de trabalho melhores! Alessandra e Gerusa sao o ambiente de trabalho que todos pediriam ADELS!
Além disso, eu fiz o teste pra universidade terca-feira passada e vou receber o resultado agora na terca que vem... e.... RADIOHEAD TERCA-FEIRAAAAAAAA!!! pois é! eu comprei a entrada!!!!!
e fim-de-semana que vem, Hamburgo tocar maracatu numa coroacao lá de um outro maracatu, rainha, sei lá =P

Gente!
Eu to me sentindo um vagabundissimo por nunca mais ter escrito aqui, nunca mais ter mandado e-mail e tal. Perdoem-me!
Oucam a musica "The Rip", do novo album do Portishead. E' maravilhosa (principalmente pra quem tem pensamentos suicidas).
Nao tou mais escrevendo em ingles, como voces devem estar percebendo. acho que vou passar a dar prioridade so' pros brasileiros mesmo... Se eu criar mais amigos interessados em ler-me, mas que nao falam portugues, eu vejo o que faco....
Gente, TO TRABALHANDO! Hehehehe. Incrivel neh. Incrivel como sua perspectivivi di vidiidiviiida muda quando voce tem um Job ARGH! Ser desempregado nao eh para mim... Logico que nao eh a coisa mais leve do mundo voce se envolver como eu estou envolvido com esse trabalho e querer estudar ao mesmo tempo. Mas enfim, nao reclamo... a escola de alemao nunca foi muito cansativa pra mim e eu acho que so vou continuar trabalhando la' ate' o final de agosto. Daqui pra la', tenho que achar outra coisa, porque em setembro comecam as aulas da facul, se eu passar no teste, claro!
Sim, o meu Job e' a simples tarefa de trabalhar numa loja de sapatos ehehe. Acontece que o negocio e' relativamente pequeno e esta' em fase de crescimento; isso significa muito trabalho pra poucos trabalhadores (oficialmente, somente os dois donos - um casal - e eu ;). E eles ainda fazem entregas por Internet para a Europa inteira. Mas eu tou amando e tal - claro!

Eh... em compensacao, estou uma pessoa vazia, passando pelos dias que nem um zumbi cuidando de coisas banais e vitais, sabem? Grandes significados, objetivos, principios, sao conceitos cada vez mais raros nos meus dias. Mas eu SUPREENDENTEMENTE estou sabendo lidar com isso (eita!!), sabiam? Simplesmente aceitei o fato de que agora o mais importante e' ser independente e praticar/aprender alemao pro teste da universidade. e PRIU. Quando eu tiver na facul, eu recomeco a me preocupar em conhecer gente interessante, revolucionaria, vegetariana, engajada... enfim, mais jovem mesmo(!), e em alcancar objetivos maiores, fazer algo pelo mundo ao inve's de so' dormir, acordar, trabalhar, comer, cagar e fazer compras.

Beijo amo voces todas, todos, em suas devidas proporcoes!
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1. mai mit sanfter omi

Today is the 1st of may, and I and Benjamin drove to Tornow (a little town or neighbourhood outside Berlin, to the south) with his grandmother.
Well... THAT was an experience! I don't even know how to start... she is 90 years old!
I mean.. this is at least something with impact. To hear someone who plans her death and is sure that it doesn't last too long to come... Besides, she's quite exhausting; always calling for attention, always telling you to do things (we were there today to help her clean her vacations' house). But well... she is very lonely and I would say very strong, to keep up all these years, after many deaths of friends, living alone, keeping herself sane. I always have to think about me and ask myself what I would have in my head when I'm that old. When I cannot count on the future, when I cannot make plans anymore, when I cannot even worry about... making a diet. that will all not make sense anymore. And I'll have to lie my head down on a pillow every night with the conscience that my parents are dead, all the men I had in my life as well, my descendants
are all striving for their own lives, just caring about me so that I don't become crazy or so I don't get a too hard sickness. I don't know.. all those thoughts. they're very very disturbing!
But somehow I was happy to see her today. To see that she has to face all this and she is neither depressed nor crazy (or sick)! That was quite inspiring. actually, very inspiring.

So. after trying to clean up a bit her little house, we went to a restaurant (where she goes since 30 years) and ate a Germany's spring classic: asparagus with boiled potatoes, sauce hollandaise and scrambled eggs. Ach! For someone who had eaten just a diet Protein Shake in the morning, that was too much. I had to feel so sick in the car on the way back. Aber es hat SEHR gut geschmeckt!

Yea. So that was more or less my 1st of may: trying to make a diet, reflecting about age, life and death; grabbing leaves and branches from the soil and getting stuffed by potatoes, eggs and fat sauce!

:)

sammertime

yes.
It's not summer yet, but it looks and feels like, sometimes.

This picture was taken on the last saturday, in a park of which I have no clue what's the name, with Benni and Ülkü (so eine verrückte nette tusse).
We wanted to go to Tornow in the weekend, but ended up meeting with her in a suspicious bar, ate lunch (which took at least 2 hours to arrive), talked a lot, had some fun (although i'm able to bore any living creature from this earth =P), enjoyed the sun.

And about the day before yesterday: I met with Martin at one o'clock in our favourite restaurant (oder? =P), shared a business lunch - which could also be called monstrous lunch. it's absurdly big! It's composed by a bowl of soup - accompanied by some indian bread, then it comes the main meal, accompanied by another bowl of rice and another one of salad. hehehehe... good for us!
Still there we tried (my german is not yet the best! =S) to talk about a few things, like how my trip to Brazil was, how I came to maturity in these 5 weeks hehehe, what he's been doing and so.
Then, we rode to the beautiful Teufelsberg, wandered around its area, around the Teufelssee and came back, where we ate a rather dry pizza each and I came back home tired and happy (and with a slight headache from the intensive german training =P).

Teufelsberg mit Sanne

Yea.. I'm looking quite stupid there hehehe.
This beside me is Martin, a very nice boy I met in Berlin.
That pic is from yesterday, in Teufelsberg, which is an artificial hill in the northern part of Berlin:


"

Teufelsberg (German for Devil's Mountain) is a hill in Berlin, Germany, in former West Berlin. It rises about 80 meters above the surrounding Brandenburg plain, more precisely the north of Berlin's Grunewald forest.

It is an artificial hill with a curious history: it was built by the Allies after the Second World War from the rubble of Berlin during the following twenty years as the city was rebuilt. One estimate for the amount of rubble is about 12 million cubic meters, or about 400 000 buildings.

Teufelsberg's origin does not in itself make Teufelsberg unique, as there are many similar man-made rubble mounds in Germany and other war-torn cities of Europe. The curiousness begins with what is buried underneath the hill: a Nazi military-technical college designed by Albert Speer. The Allies tried using explosives to demolish the school, but it was so sturdy that covering it with debris turned out to be easier.

In the 1960s a small skiing center was built on the slopes of the hill."

Source: Wikipedia

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Thanks Martin for the nice natural vegetarian day!

sandade:

de fazer xixi sentado;
incomodar com som do fone de ouvido;
dizer "desculpe", "por favor" e "obrigado" necessariamente numa mesma frase;
ter razao em achar o fim por alguem falar enquanto voce dorme;
sentar numa mesa de bar com o discman numa cadeira, sua bolsa noutra, voce noutra e o celular em cima da mesa;
de andar com a calca apertadinha, ser paqueradinho e NAO ouvir piadinha;
passar o dia na rua e nao ficar oleosa nem com o cabelo PHÁÁÄÄÁÁR;
falar palavrao alto no meio da rua e ainda ser gringa (ao inves de desclassificada);
nao ser E.T. por: ouvir björk, ser gay ou vegetariano;
ver os galegoes serenos e pensar que a vida pode ser maravilhosa;
comprar vichy por dez conto;
ir a McDonald's veg;
voltar do McDonald's veg as duas da manha pra casa sem ser: morta, violentada, chantagiada, roubada, abduzida, jogada do sexto andar...;
ser o maioral por tocar maracatu, ficar falando sempre em qualquer lingua que nao portugues, perder raizes, burrice irreversivel;
E DE FICAR ESCREVENDO MERDA NA ESPERANCA DE FAZER ALGUM LESO RIR.